All the beauty lies within the Heart. Beauty doesn't exist in external things. Once I had the vision of Anjaneya swami in a dream when I was in Shirdi. I neither had the vision of Anjaneya swami in a dream nor did I ever adore him before. Leave out the god or devil. Unable to view the beauty, I closed both my eyes. When I say beauty, I am talking about the external beauty, I am not referring to Inner Beauty. Hence the name Sundara Kanda has been named thus, Anjaneya Swamy is most beautiful. Therefore the name itself became Sundara Kanda. When he came in my dream in Shirdi, I felt, will anyone with body possess such beauty and tried to view with both the eyes. Ultimately unable to view that beauty, I closed both my eyes. Whenever Shakesphere had to refer any beautiful people, he described them thus: 'The Beauty walks on the Earth.' It implies the Beauty itself took a form and started walking on this earth. I felt even Shakesphere cant describe the beauty of Anjaneya swami. I felt I can never visualize the inner beauty of Anjaneya Swami as I am closing my eyes on viewing the external beauty itself. I felt, how wonderful should be the Inner Beauty! The true beauty exists within.
In 1987, I was very sick and thought that my death is very near. Even the doctors of Palakollu sent me message thru their assistant's asking me to eat all that I relished(thinking my days are over). I felt very happy when I heard that I would die very soon for I need not travel or do any service to the body. But feeling happy is also not the correct state. Even that is a weakness. We should neither feel happy nor feel depressed when the death approaches us.We will not be abiding by God's will if we get either pleasure or pain on hearing about our death.
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